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CNY Day 11

2012-02-02T23:32:00.002+08:00

Today was a fucking busy day, life is just about work hard and spend hard. I should change perhaps! So tired after off from work and guess what?

The moment i saw my girl, feel brighted, she is so pretty eventhou without make up and put up covering. And......eat, eat and eat. Our favourite TATA SAURCE!

Time is running really fast for every moment i spent with her. I share about making an own brand for clothes, and she seem not objected, hehehe.

Dear, take a look at this brand :
http://www.facebook.com/#!/theswaggersalon

I feel they are not bad in term of publicity and public relations cover. Hehehe, plan to buy 1 T from them to analyze.

Baby, forget to tell you, i wana make my surname become yours too =) Wait for me Okaaay! You are the girl i want, always will be. Feel warm to touch your hands >.<

Hmm, work hard okay? four days holiday is waiting for us! Yeah Yeah! Kiss and kiss and kiss ~~~~~

CNY day 10

2012-02-01T20:43:00.003+08:00

Basically there's nothing left for CNY mood, it just like a normal day. The peak had arrived and passed.

Today was a very busy day, don't know how is my dear soing today? she seem very free and relax, HAHA! Because she's in good mood. Whenever she is busy she will get hot temper, LOL

Today she told me about going to change her car after 5 years during noon working hour. Funny ~~ how can someone can so free and even free also can dreaming? She goes and think / dreams that how 5 years later is and she going to change car.

I replied: why?
SHe: Because after 5 years my car loan will be paid off
I: So what? Your salary never increase
She: Yes, so it's you to buy for me

Cute~ because she love to dream about this thing, when i imagine her dreaming face, ehheheheheh , shud; be very super duper cute!

Hug baby!

CNY day 9

2012-01-31T22:26:00.001+08:00

Yesterday night we have prayer and perhaps it is the most happening day in CNY. She so lovely, helping my my mum doing stuff.

Recently, our relationship is getting stable. Where i was very blessed to have her as my gf, appreciate it very much. I remember last time when we hook up at the beginning, we date each other for foods hunting, we jogging together and we enjoy talking to each other. Until now, we are still doing that! Too bad it was rainning just now!

Sometimes when getting stable, i am afraid she will get bored of it and looking for fresh excitement. Dear, all your words i remember ok? You dislike people not punctual, sorry yea, i was late just now.

And...i am still fetching you go to work :) remember last time whenever got chance i will offer that? You will very happy everytime because no need to drive.

Hey dear, i never changed, because i remember everything, every pieces of memory between us.

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Miss

2012-01-31T03:19:00.001+08:00

Baby, just wanna tell you that, after wrote the previous blog just now...

I
Miss
You

Very much!

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想陪你一起去摘星

2012-01-31T03:04:00.002+08:00

刚才看了她发给我的网志，很心疼；虽然一早就知道她的心情，但赤裸裸地写出来，看了真的很想告诉她：没有什么事情比让一个珍惜她的男人疼爱更重大了。不是吗？

给她：
亲爱的，我了解你的心情。不过不用担心，你失去了一个表面知心的朋友，却换来一堆你从来没想过会待你知心的配角。我记得你说过无论我介绍多少个朋友让你融入，那种感觉也是不一样的。但亲爱的你想过婚后的生活吗？或许现阶段很早，但闭上眼。想想你是骆夫人，而我的猪朋狗友都接受你，你无约就去敷脸，爽爽又邀约姐妹、LeeZhen她们逛街，这样的生活会不会比较好呢？至少不用看人脸色，我们对得起天地，良心。

今年的年初九过的很不一样，因为你改变了我。谢谢，没有你的日子我会很孤单。我们再也不能孤军作战。没有你在身旁，我时时刻刻都在想你。

爱，你

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Things happen for a reason

2012-01-30T00:38:00.000+08:00

Things happened for a reason. Old folks, new folks, whoever you are, you gotta believe it. You fall sick now, why? Because you worked too late and having hourless sleep, your body can't take it anymore so let you fall sick and take good rest at home.

You said you walked wrong direction, i say it is the way god arrange so that you know what you thought it would be your needs is actually not you want. Now i appear, you know you want a guy who really care about your feeling more than himself.

Now you know more than that i believe, you realize more than that. Dear, put aside the miserable past and be grateful that you become a truly happy blissful girl in 2012. Which you would admit that you can never imagine you can be in loved like the way you are now.

I am a young man in career still, but i am not an unambitious fella. I will hold your hands and walk up the steps to the life you want.

Of course, most important is stay healthy and lovely ;)

Put your trust 100% to me, because i love you. Saranghae yo, baby chin....

CNY Day 6

2012-01-29T00:33:00.002+08:00

Today is Day 6, happened fast!

Recently my baby dear changed alot! She's different person from previous. She is more aggresive towards me. And....become a typical small heart woman, well, i would say all woman is the same if they really love you and care about you. Why i would say this? because it's also a good sign that she's serious in you.

Hey baby, the way you jeolousy is very cute , hehe. I love to see that, that's my cute little gurl. =)

I care about you, all your feeling i received, and i will try to please you also please myself. HUG -(*)(*)- ....that's NEN NEN, hahahaha

Hey my love, i won't leave you behind and i will prove to you everything, you are getting sensitive nowaday, i can understand your feeling. HUG, i will be your HERO, until years to come

CNY day 2

2012-01-25T02:32:00.001+08:00

Wakup at natural call, so happy and satisfied!

After that, saw msg from my honey knowing that she miss me very much, hehehe.

Chit chat with my family then direct went to balik pulau meet up her at her granma's house. So many peoples, so shy to step in. Lol.... And she sat there without introduce me or assist me. (grrrhh) hahaha...

Later....cut the story...fast foward to buffet dinner with her family.

Hey baby, i feel happy tonight because i feel i am part of your family, all of them are very very friendly and good to me =) i feel home. Wish to join them again next year and every year in future. I have wonderful new year because of you. They are meaningful:)

And talking bout your friends just now, althou i cant really join into topic all time but i feel comfortable because they are friendly too, i feel no defense-wall from them unlike the other group of yours. Certainly can feel that we can get along very well.

Dear, you feel me? I have struck ur life in 9 months period. And i will never step out once again, god arranged me to show up last year for a reason. It doesnt matter who we are, what we did last time, the most important is you know who you are, what you should do now. I am glad i can meet you and i am glad i never quit last year in numourous occasion. I see my future is how when i look into your eyes last time, if i dating with this gurl...my future would be...

Dear, can i have a small request?

Nono...it should be a big request...

Put me infront of everyone except your parents..in your heart.....because i put you as my most important lady, and i love you.

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So miss her right now!

2012-01-22T23:47:00.001+08:00

After wakup, guess what? I miss her!! How can i miss her so badly? Yesteday just met her what! But seriously...miss her....

Here come the moment, i drive and wear her fav polo white T. She love to see i wear in that! And... Teng teng teng teng! A beautiful girl that wearing a grey color tshirt with some colorful art on it, with a short skirt... It's awesome looking! That's my girl! With her two sis!

Hey baby dear, wish to see your smile again, i will miss you fucking badly tonight and tomorrow. Love a lots! Hug tight!!

You sure have fun tonight in your granma house right? Sayang you ~~~~~~~~

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CNY is getting closer and closer

2012-01-21T23:27:00.002+08:00

Many things happened today and it's a mixed feeling day.

We get a bad start of the day where we have argument. And then, she have second round disagreement regrading financial thing. Well, for the morning stuff, i promise to you that there won't be next time. For the second thing, do not worrk, i am ok about it, i will only do what i capable to do, silly girl =)

Then, here come the ugly facts of the day. Her friends are organizing a singing session tomorrow and she have to cancel it just simply because some childish people are so fucking hate at me and ask her do not bring me, she decided to quit. I'm not happy either knowing she is standing at my side, because i know she won't be happy knowing the ugly fact. I wish to see her smile because she can get along with BF, family and friends all in perfect shape, just like mine. Really very sad to hear that "Mr Potato" (nickname because of face lookalike)still so childsih and treat me as competitor and unable to granted wishes like a gentleman. Well, this is still ok as we all know his pattern, just did not expect he still did not change. ANother fella is more weirdo, he never look at me whenever talking to her, never talk to me, simply treat me as transparent, can sense he is not willing to make friend with me but he is more toward a wearing mask type unlike Mr Potato who did it straightly. I feel he is very scary to be true, i'll never know what he is thinking and yet i know she treat him as best friend. Ain't friend will feel happy for you when you found a good partner? Very sad to hear that, i know she will feel dissapoint too.

Dear, i know i cant do anything, just wish to let you know, i won't let you down and you have me to count on. I did not putting defense wall on you mixing with your friends after you told me your feeling last time, you can go ahead and i will have no hard feelign because i believe you have your limit. Just wish to remind you that which friend you can count on and share secret and which one you shouldn;t do so as i donno what he will talk to people behind you.

You know, actually during birthday of yours i already feel that very strongly, just do not wish to spoil your mood, i know you wish to spend some time to eat / chit chat with them during your birthday as you treat them as best friend. Where got such friend who boycott the friend and don't even put a damn to get thru bday together afta birthday girl so proactively inviting, and the reason is she is with her BF and he dislike him for no reason (got reason just we dunno). I feel wan to hug you tight that day my dear, really....luckily CY is there and he manage to bring your friends confidence back. Yea, i am innocent as i did not do anythg wrg to offense them but i know you are the most innocent as you treat as best friend. You know, i told myself that day, i will bring happiness to you, and i will bring peoples surrounding me to spread the warmness to you too!!! Hug tight dear!!!!!!

Wish you have a prosperous new year ok dear? As what i told you this morning, You can easily met peoples who better than me or equally good, but you will never find some one like me that treat you the same despite dating for some period already. You can also met peoples who talking loud but you can never met someonelike me who prove to you in so many occasion that - I really do love you & care so much about your feeling.

Love you, with no ends, infinity & beyond.

What i want

2012-01-21T09:40:00.001+08:00

I want a dream gurl that would tell me everything. She will tell me whenever there's guy approach her. She will tell me when her ex is fliting her.

I want a wife that would act properly. She will just said thanks and close the topic when a guy flirt her: i just date with pretty chiq, too bad you are taken" or something " your heart dun have me already"

If mankind organize event like " save the green, save the earth" while at the same time they are Polluting earth, means wasted their previous effort.

From what i see, really screw up.

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Wed jan 17

2012-01-18T08:00:00.001+08:00

Morning 732 am - finally awake afta so many times turn off my alarm.

740am
Goes for some hot neslo myself, and.....grab creampuffs to eat..

These puffs bought by her yesterday night. Remind me everytime she will buy some foods for me as breakfast. Very warm gf indeed, she is cute in characteristic too, love to manja me, will angry when i make her feel down or against her. Then, afta i sayang her back she will say: if you ever repeat this again i will ignore you for 3 days!

Yesterday night i brang her to my house for dinner. After that i sleep until 9 somethg and she wake me up to fetch her mum. Well, in this one hour while i sleep, she talked with my mum, helping my mum on cny stuffs which i really feel very sweet, no one, i mean no one ever do this in my life before. We did have supper with her family and again i never do all this in the past.

During night time, she finally viber me after bz her stuff, kaypo stuff! Haha! She asked for Cny reunion dinner schedule and i know she very much dissapointed afta heard that we have to eat separately. Hey baby, perhaps we can talk about it again? We can discuss more? I never get the chance to ask you more detaila last night. And you know, i did have a little insomnia because of this because i very much care about you. How can i slp if i knew my baby is unhappy?

I love you

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Words for you

2012-01-17T00:04:00.001+08:00

Dear, i got plenty words wanna tell you tonight, if not, i sure unable to sleep tight.

First, i know you got your jelousy as well. Well, i am kind of funny as i am happt yet worry to know that. Happy because that show you care about me while worry you could thought i have somebody else or no longer care about you.

Second, sorry that i talk about the whatsapp thg. :( I trust you okay? You are always my 100 percent good gf. Tell you something want? Today my colleague said that: you are gone, your current gf so guai, you sure stick with her in future. Hehe, altho she quite engkang, said that purely base on pic, but atleast your give people a humble, listening to bf image. Hehe, in fact, altho you listening to me, you ought to make me silly sometimes.

Third, just want to stress, i never been changed. I still remember i promise you i wont late, i wont leave you alone, i wont treat you cold, i will talk nicely with you, i will get you back in every quarrel we have it doesnt matter it is you or myself who offense, i will take care of you, i will be your guidance star because you are so much dependent on people, i will cheer you up whenever you feel low, and lastly..... I will love you for coming years to come....

Peter, is here for you, i love you

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115

2012-01-15T23:16:00.002+08:00

15th is magical number, it is someone important's bday yet some important date between someone important and me.

We have Japanaese Dinner at newly opened restaurant - Zento Sushi! Yea, it was abit let down as when we reach we gotta wait for out turn for table, i didn't make reservation. She look so happy after enjoying all the dishes she ordered, the smile let me feel it is worth. Ya know, it is priceless to see your smile. After that she had a little surprise right? hehe.....

She had tears twice when i present her two birthday present, luckily she love it. Baby dear, will ask the shop to send directly to you next time when i afford more okay? hehe.

Today, that's one funny moment, you remember? You complaint about my dress up again, LOL. And i drive home purposely to change whole suits and wear a pair of new shoe!

Although, there's nothing special on today, but hope you like the way i treat you at your 25th birthday. Hey, think and see, you got many pressies today what! Handbag, photo gallery frame (handmade some more ok?), Panties, Eye-shadow set, a new skirt and....the one and only thing that only i can give you - HAPPINESS. You agree?

Hey dear, this will definitely wont be the last we celebrate, we will do it again next year, your 29th bday when you married me perhaps? your 34 birthday when you already become a mummy? your 40th bday when you having a nice life, your 50th birthday when your children alreday have the other half? 60th birthday when you having a grown up grand-child while one hand holding my wrinkle-stuck hand?

Just want to say, you belong to me and let's make it all the way, you and me - To-Ge-Ther!

Once again, Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday

2012-01-15T02:07:00.002+08:00

To my dearest gf,Happy birthday, wish you really "happy" on your birthday. Dear, do you have a memorable night? Although there's nothing special, but hope i can cheer you up, and send important message to you that...i love you, i am listening to what you have said everyday.

There are too many things happened in your past years, one thing you have to remember is, you've met Peter. Love you dear, i will appreciate you and take care of you. (see i so lovely, some more bring lighter out for your Love shape birthday cake! You know i aint smoker)

You know, i very about every single tears you drop. Hey, a tears drop unless it is happiness tears ok? no more sadness, after you become my baby dear, ok? i am so glad we can improve until stage like this after just 9 months, oh yea! i think you forgotten, 15 is also our 9 month anniversary! awesome date! Baby dear, i won't give up on you, and i want you to be get jeolous when other girl is looking at you, because you have a fantastic BF! I will make it become true ok! wait me!

Lets cheers, you look stunning tonight! i love your smile, your good pair of legs, your sexy body, your heart, your everything, you are awesome.

Last, i wanna dedicate a song to you.

Tgif

2012-01-13T01:15:00.001+08:00

Today she complaint me for blogging too short, lol! Dear, i can promise you everything within my boundary but i need you to stay with me too yea?Hmm....the way she is having dessert is very cute...i never seen anyone that so much enjoy the foods like she does. The dress i bought make her look beautiful too, wear it to show me ok?Dear, today is your first day introduce me to your friends, how do you feel? I am ok with anyone, anything, as long as my baby chin happy :) Glad to see your initiative dear, love. Oh yea, except one thing, you remember k! If not....as what you swear just now, hahaha. 2 days more your birthday, you might not get the awesome day, but you will definitely feel grateful for that, because, i will fill up your birthday with full of love, love you eternityly.- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Tango

2012-01-12T07:12:00.001+08:00

Yesterday night so funny!!! We webcam thru tango! And theres a function where it can pop out lotsa loves! So beautiful scene! Dear, do u know i miss you very much right now?- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

I love you from more than i can say

2012-01-10T08:03:00.001+08:00

亲爱的，对不起我伤害了你。我有把你说的话听进去，以后我会多考虑你的感受。还记得当初那个贪吃的你和我走透透找吃。谈恋爱永远都要保持着赤子之心。我爱你，比昨天来得更深，但比明天更浅。你的眼泪是在提醒我，需要去更加爱护、保护、珍惜你。亲爱的，接下来的日子不用担心，我会尽我所能去照顾你，love you

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Sun

2012-01-09T07:14:00.001+08:00

Dear, i appreciate every moment that together with you.

You are cheeky, hyperactive sometime, too naughty to be cute. The festive season we talked about get passed one by one. We getting thru half year anniversary, my birthday, christmas, new year...and now it's your big day!! Time flies swiftly huh? So fast!

Dear, i'm now fully committed in this relationship, because of you, your charming and adorable is very much greatest thing on earth. Love you, you are my one and the only, you feel your specialilty in my heart?

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First weekend

2012-01-08T00:33:00.001+08:00

Wow!! Today is big spending day! I spent RM 500! But it was a wonderful day indeed!

We shop til we drop, we walk til we locked! As what she told me in whatsapp just now, i love being together with her too. And, ms chang, welcome to my life:)

I'll bring you the life that you never experienced, i brang you to my friends' gathering yesterday night, i bring you to grabs some items in gurney, we have some coffee at starbucks, we have awesome moments, and you asked me to have dinner together with my parents.

Well, i saw something, you very active when joining my parents tonight. So happy to see that, you can grab some conversation with them. Dear, and ya, i love you and also your family.

You know, whenever i pray, i have asked for one thing: to pray for a stronger bond between us, get our relationship more stable. See, i told you yet another secret today ;)

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Lunch

2012-01-05T23:13:00.001+08:00

Today i took mc but i turn up office for half day, really sick of my never ending urgent job. Well, i met her up for lunch and bought a shirt as per her advice! She said i look smart when dress in that! Met her up for lunch wasn't in my original plan, but i feel her happiness in the phone when i said going to find her.

And ya know dear, the moment i met you in shell station, your eyes look so beautiful. My heart was like: oh gosh, she's really beautiful. Dearrr, until now i still have this feeling.

Dear, choose to be frank to me in everything ok? I do not wish to be the last to know. U miss me? Yea, i miss you hell lots, love you from my bottom heart.

Hugs and kisses, only for you, my Mary.

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Sick day

2012-01-04T22:25:00.001+08:00

Weather changed and many peoples started to fall sick. I am one of the victim. Feel so dizzy for whole week and now i found the root cause: stomach ache, windy blow until energy reduced.

My dear also fall sick for quite some time. Sad case! Both of us don't really enjoying our new year as we have both feeling not well, unable to enjoy fullest!

Today she bought beehun soup for me and wait for me to go home and pass to me despite her stomach is calling. Dear, you know? This remind me last time when i just get to know you, i was sick too, and so surprised you offer to buy me beehun soup and ask me go your house to dine in!!

So sweet~! well i remember your sis very kaypo and said that i lookalike with jitchoon!! What a shame! Haha! Jk!

Dear, we must get well before weekend ok?

( *｀ω´)

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First day work

2012-01-04T06:52:00.001+08:00

Dear, i guess you dont know i still writing blog..for you..

I feel so heart pain when see you so suffering from toothache, wish myself is dentist who can cure your pain.

Dear, what we talked about was over, we have christmas together in KL, we have our new year eve again in UPR. And now, it is your birthday! I am so nervous! Haha! Cause..wish i can give you awesome one!

Today was first day since last year to work. The moment i woke up, i think about you, it's true dear. You are the reason why i am enjoying my life now, please, stay like this. I love you like a waterfall, it is huge and never stop, you are my number one =)

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2012

2012-01-02T10:17:00.001+08:00

I have my new year resolution set on: earn more! Healthy! And...stable in relationship.

For me, to see her smile was the best thing in earth. Sad to know that she dislike the way we get thru 2012. Perhaps she wanted to join her friends, and probably she wanted a huge party. Because happiness will cover toothache if it existed.

Waiting someday, she will tell me how important i am to her. Dear, you birthday is approaching, what is your bday wish? You keep saying 2011 is a bad one, but think deeply, it is the best one, the day you made a mistake in dating with him only the worst one.

You corrected your mistake in 2011, you see-thru the real face of him in 2011, you let your family relieve for you because you bring them a stable down to earth guy in 2011 which they are relieve in trusting the guy wont treat you bad, you have also met me- Peter...that love you from bottom of my heart. So..it is good or bad? You decide!

Let's hold hand to hand and walk- thru 2012 together, dear =)

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3 days more it is new year

2011-12-30T00:50:00.001+08:00

Today was a meaningful day. I help her to settle some old issue and finally she has new air to breath. Although i foresee that more issues will come, as long as we stick together, nothing can beat us down!

So sad to see my dear in bad shape like tonight. I am having fun with Louise, she is a very cute little girl. Dear, you should join us next time when you recover =)

Hey dear, glad to know that you feel our KL trip was awesome. I am worrying that the hotel i booked spoil your mood. Next time i will book a hotel with own car park ok? Hehe... By the way, i really feel the way we found our destination is .... How to say.... Great feeling! I still got few places yet to bring you go.. Next time ok?

Regarding the stuff that you return to the jerk, no worries, count on me, you will get a better one from me, the generous peter! I will never shy in spending money for you.

Dear, i love you still.... Thanks for accompany me thru out my lonely period. I remember every moment we share together.

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Christmas

2011-12-27T22:34:00.001+08:00

We spent 4 days 3 night in KL, and it never seems to be enough. Well, she is kind of tired and to talk whole day, it is really tested our body to max limit. We didn't go to Some of the places that we planned. It is ok, as long as we stick together, there are chances.

Dear, i owe you a christmas pressie, you remember? Never mind, i will make it a big one next month for your big day! =)

Dear, hope you enjoy the trip, thou it was a bery normal one. We have fun, laughter, funny moments like we sing Someone Like You, we lost the way, we kind of curious about car park, we found our way together in Murni SS2, we stuck in Pavillian car park for an hour, we have our private christmas eve party and these moments are so true, love you with my souls. Dear, things happen for a reason, i dunno the girl i met in Voodoo last year Dec 31 wil change my life completely untill today. I feel comfortable when get along your sis and taking care of Louise. How abput you? I hope you love me not simply because you accept me as a good guy that taking care of you very well, it also bring a lot of joyous to you, when you are doing something else, you will think of me sayin those cold jokes, hey dear, i miss you:)

You are definitely ny biggest treasure in 2011. Te Amo , Mary. Cheers for us, okie ;)?

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Sweet child o mine

2011-12-23T01:15:00.001+08:00

Today was another challenging day to her. The good side is, if she manage to think positively, there will be no more obstacle will succesfully throwed by that fella.

Man with no gentlemanship does not deserve to get respected and friendship. This world full of traps and lies, no worries, take it positively and look clear the real face of him, take him as a joker to entertain our life.

Ah dear arr ah dear, this worlds is not as simple as u think, peoples do somethg favorable or be nice doesnt mean he/she is really nice. There are many hidden intentions, of course, there are stil exceptions. Please tell me whenever you are doubts about something ok?

I want to be your last bf, I will proove to you everyday that i am the best man for you, my baby chin. Lets celebrate our firsr xmas, 2011 got many ups and down, but at the end, it rocks! Aint it?

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Yuhooo!!

2011-12-22T00:11:00.001+08:00

Yesterday bought a pair of Lacost " t shirt" for our iphone!! Hehe, it is a couple casing!!!

After that we went to newly opened chill place- precint 10. Have an awesome tuesday night!

Today, i find her for lunch, she is so beautiful! Glad that i have make her mine.

Dear, if somebody should taking care of your daily issue, it would be me.

If somebody would bring the umbrella for you when you are under pouring rain, it would be me.

此时，此刻，我知道你和我是真正幸福的

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Mon

2011-12-19T23:04:00.001+08:00

今天的夜空特别的平静，因为我什么都不想的只是躺在床上享受宁静的时光。

发现自己真的爱上她，中了毒，因为又不由自主的想起她无辜的脸庞。

有时候，内心的不安全感会发作，害怕会失去现在的幸福。

是上天在我迷失方向时安排她的出现，而握也是出现在她最无助的时刻。亲爱的公主，如果你还记得我从以前到现在对你所付出的爱，请勿要告诉我你所有的不开心与开心，因为........我真的在乎。

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Someone Like You

2011-12-18T02:06:00.002+08:00

Today have an awesome day =) ! together with her, i found happiness. She gave me the feeling of great love yet it is so genuine that urge me to settle down with her. Intuition told me she is the last one in mylife, yeah, we are still young, but nothing wrong that young adult agree stability on each other. One day, i will kneel down and say: would you marry me? I hope she is the one that i kneel down too. God, if you are existed, please bless me for making the special girl out there forever be mine.

We went to many places, we have dinner with family, we chill together, that's is what human being desperate for - Love with harmony. Yea, i agree that we may argue for some stupid cases and quarrel is big; but come to end, i will listen to her and tolerate or she will apologize to me after cool down.

Hey, do you know that i fall in love to this song below? Just in one night, my perception changed and this is the song that i claimed i hate last time. It is a sad song but it remind me the happy moment in car during traffic jam just now, i love you indeed.

The song is talking about the girl is regretting for letting someone important go. Baby dear, hope this song remind us that what we get to now is not easy. We climb, we crawl we get thru mountains by mountains, finally we get to where we are now. Do not spoil this hard earn blissfulness and let us appreciate evry moment we shared.

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead." Let us make our love story lasts, you have me to accompany, just like everytime when you are in hard period last time, and now...you still have me, i'm still here for you, i will always be here, always....

Love you, Warmest love from Peter's heart.

Fri 16

2011-12-17T03:51:00.001+08:00

Its been 2 days since my birthday. Still, i miss my dear so much..again... I make her tears drop. Wish to give her a big bear hug to comfort back.

Nothing is more important than her happiness. Wish to protect her and make her happy everyday.

Dear, you are like color pencil, you color my life, you make my life beautiful.

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24th

2011-12-15T23:22:00.001+08:00

First of all i wanna thanks her for present me a leather strap watch. I love it! Many things happened, and we have our memories upgraded. Secondly, i wanna thanks her for purposely took MC to accompany me.

We have our first birthday celebration, first couple T, first buffet dinner, and first kiss! Oopps!! Not first? For me, everyday i' m kissing her like first time!

We did have arguments, and i am glad we manage to close it. She never knew how much i love her, one day she will realize i love her more than she can ever imagine. Birthday wish? I never make one, but now i hope she can have 100 percent heart and faith in me.

I believe next year will be better? Why? Simply because i wish to celebrate with her once more, and no no no... Celebrate For lifes.....whole life..baby, do you know i love you so damn fucking much?

I get jeolous easily and have egoism whenever male surround you, that's because i see you as my wife. I talk so staight and hurtful words when argue, that's because i desperate. I'm sorry for make you cry, i swear i will use all my life to take good care of you, protect you from disaster, because dear...i have nothing else can do to payback you beside this....

I love you....

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It's almost there

2011-12-13T06:42:00.001+08:00

My dear has fall sick, pity little dearie. Wish to give her my warmness arm with hug.

I recalled last time she fall sick with high fever, where i look after her at her house. It was when the tragedy incident period. Again, i don't think any of the guy will do what i did, probably they will say drink more water and i very worried this kind of bull shit words. Haha, dear, damn, i find out i like to put compliment on myself very much! Is this considered as self-addictive?

Are you ready to get some buffet with lots of fooooooooods?

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Sun 12m

2011-12-12T00:13:00.001+08:00

Today right afta i done my lazying on bed, i went to her granma's house pickup her. Just like bridegroom go and receive the bride, beautiful bride.

After that i accompany her family for wholeday. She keep on saying thank you to me, i dont know why, because what i do is what a stable potential husband's responsibility. Hehehe, i agree not many guys will do this at dating stage. And not mant guys will have the patient to do this.

Hey baby, i treat you good, also treat your family good, that's my role to do. I love you and everything that you wish to i dont want to dissapoint you. Man in love always will be silly. 你享受到恋爱的美好吧？我相信你活了二十四年，从来没有试过这样谈恋爱、从来没有一个男人这样宠过你。

还有，我有点变态，你吃醋的样子很可爱。你做到我有点期待生日的到来，在你谢谢我的同时，我想告诉你～你现在是我最爱的女人，现在你是我的宝贝，我想有朝一日把你变成我的老婆，因为你－我开始憧憬未来的日子。对不起，我太迟闯进你的生活，让你受了太多不必要的委屈，我会为失去的每一秒伤心，以双倍的幸福换回给你，彼德爱你。

Pic: remember pic below? Love you

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Sat - one step closer to birthday

2011-12-10T23:16:00.001+08:00

Today was a normal day, but with her around, it become meaningful. Love her so damn much!!!!!

I am sorry for showing my jeolousy and ego, my dear, i just couldn't get with it when saw it. Sorry yea, i know they are all happened before me. My ego overpast my rationale and hurt you with the words. Trust me, i certainly not mean that.

Dear, i am so happy can met you with millions and millions peoples out there. You make my life completed.

When you're cryin, i feel guilty. When you are tryin to be cheeky, i feel lovely. When you're smiling with happy heart, i feel happy for able to make you cheers!

You know why i am calling you dear? Darling that Extraordinary Adorable with Rose. Hahaha, i call you dear because i care so much about your everything, =)

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Someone Who Believes In You

2011-12-10T01:43:00.004+08:00

Today my crew have simple celebration for my 24th birthday, she is not beside me. But my mind are all about her.

Baby you know you are such a perfect GF to me? you gave me the freedom that every man wish, you gave me the smile that every man couldn't get, you gave me the love that i never imagine it would be, you gave me the feeling that i never experience before.

I have a little clip for you, specially for you.

When there's a dark storm on your horizon, and you think you can't get through it. Just put your hand in my hand and I'll show you how to do it. When the future looks uncertain, you can count on me to be there; and when your heart and soul are hurtin', just look and you'll see me there

Just follow where I lead. I'll give you what you need. A love that's always true and someone who believes in you. So when you're searching for that rainbow, i will help you find it and when a mountain stands before you, i will help you climb it. Just follow where I lead

I'll give you what you need - A love that's always true

Thurs

2011-12-08T23:13:00.001+08:00

Today she accompany me for dinner. And guess what, she wear the Universal Studio gallery T that i gave her, i think that was the very first thing that i gave her.

Suddenly think of the previous days when i am still being friend with her, so sweet:)

So coincident that i am actually wearing white T of Singapore, both of us wearing " i love " series white T! Hahaha! Couple's T! This is so called perfect couple!

Can't wait for our trip and my birthday!

I love! She is the one, and the only!

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Thursday

2011-12-08T07:00:00.001+08:00

It's thursday!!!! Yesterday night we talked about so many things. And i re-flash back all the moments we share together.

Dear sometimes when you think about it, you may have some question mark and feel thing is so unbelievable. Everything happens for a reason, and now go check it out ur FB to listen to lyric if clip that i posted on your wall. Past represent a guideline for us to change.

I'll change because of you, i am no longer little young boy that happy go lucky. I wanna give you a good life, love you is the only thing i can give you now. But, there will be more to come....!

Next time if somebody ask me how do you get to know your wife, i would tell her that: i met her in a club.

Smile <<<<^^

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Miss

2011-12-06T10:10:00.001+08:00

Time flies, but my love lasted and even grow stronger.

What already happened, we cannot change; what in future, lies within our hands.

Love is a feeling, love is abstract. You never know what you are doing now is because of love. Eg: wake up early morning and prepare breakfast, worrying your partner will get angry when you hang out with opposite sex, hugging him/her tight uncontrollable, thinking of what is her/him doing right now, etc.

As time goes by, the fearfulness reduce, and i want to commit all, please do not dissapoint me, love.

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Awaiting tired Monday

2011-12-05T07:02:00.001+08:00

Have a fantastic sweating session with 2 hours of futsal. Not really get into the game but manage to pull some good solid team play. LOL. Left leg was twisted yet again, same old injured area. My dear seem like very unhappy abt that, i wonder why?

Miss her badly the wholeday, she hangout and almost forget who is her dear d, no sms me at all. However, glad to see her charming face at night :)

Dear, i am not a perfect bf, but i am pretty sure i will be the best among your life. As what i told you before, " 过去的24年我来不及参与，但冥冥中就是命中注定要我在这个时候遇见你，24年之后的每一天都会有我在你身边守候你，爱你～＂

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Sat

2011-12-04T00:41:00.001+08:00

Dear, i can very proud to tell you that i am your "someone" .

Love you~is as important as taking the breath, i love you everyday

Do you ever met someone like me that write blog for you everyday? When the day you going to marry to me, can you imagine what is your feeling by looking back all these blogs?

Hope you are my "someone" too, love you~

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Fri

2011-12-03T00:55:00.001+08:00

I was not slept well last night. Think of her everytime i close my eyes. Furthemore, i have been waking up early, finally i am sick, serious flu.

I manage to spoke to her and i am actually very glad that she willing to talk to me during hangout. But feel she is abit out of the mood, yeah, she feel that guy changed afta in a relationship.

Hey dear, i'm really still the old peter that care u so much ok. I never so much care about a gurl feeling before, i love you very vety much. If can, i would like to forward the time so that i can proove to you that i will treat you like what i suppose to treat.

Your dear love you, hug tight baby

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I love changi airport!

2011-12-02T07:08:00.001+08:00

I text her just now.... But i still so worry about her .... Dunno she able to slp whole night? Dunno how she is right now?

Talk about my relationship with her, well, i have to admit i lost 1-0. Why? I really put her feeling infront everything, whats make her feel bad i will regret for doing it. If a girl is not happy and you are not tolerate/taking care her feeling, whats the point you tackle her to be your gf? This is the gentleman behavior that ppl should know.

Dear, you will read this, but probably dunno when, the reason i always ask for ur feeling is because i want to know it so that i know what should i do to make you happy. Yea, i know i got weirdo behavior sometimes, dun think abt it, think abt my good ok? Haha, cannot? Abs me? Dont la~~~~~~

Sms me or call me once u read this ok? Probably u still abs me but i wish to hear you and tell you " love you, no matter what is going on, no matter we are in which situation, i will listen you, because i dont want to be 霸道，and neglect your feeling"

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30th

2011-12-01T00:29:00.001+08:00

Soso glad can meet up with her today. Can sense she is very much a little girl tonight.

Love :)

Btw, when i am typing i received a bad news regarding work, damn. Really run insane working in so hetic environment.

Wish to enjoy with my dear for the rest of life, love has surpass the usual level. Everything i plan from now onwars is because of her.

Dear, i know you are sleeping right now, wish to share with you my tension now. Hug tight, while you are seeing this, probably i am in busy mode or war mode again.

I love you, Mary, my dearest.

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Tired tuesday

2011-11-30T00:07:00.001+08:00

Today was another tiring day. I couldnt think anything beside frustration.

Dear, i'm so afraid to lose your yet again today after i wakup, can you promise me you will stick to me?

I got thousands words to say but what simplified is - i need you as days go by, you became the breath of mine and i will never leave you behind for anyone to bully.

I want to make you mine, dunno why, i love you very much indeed!

Cant wait to spend my life with you, because you are the one make me happy!

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Mon 11/28

2011-11-28T23:58:00.001+08:00

2 days more will reach most happening month of the year- Dec!! Yeah !! And this year i 'm not alone because i got my baby princess's company.

Wait, while i'm typing...some part of my body very itch....damn...

Love my baby very much, she is the meaning why i'm working hard now. Without her, i'm still the old me- live without knowing what to wait for in future.

Life is precious, it capture all the moments. I really enjoy fullest in every moment i'm together with her. Never do anything wrong as it wasted your times when you going the wrong route.

I guess my baby will never understand how much she mean for me unless something big happened. I don't know i will met a charming girl name Ai Chin before that. Now i met her and everything become make sense. I will revive her life while she makes my life complete.

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Bright Sunday

2011-11-28T00:38:00.001+08:00

Long time nvr hang out at shopping mall! Feel great even thou just window shopping! I feel lovely when shopping with her!

I starting to get deeper into this relationship and i hope she goes the same. The way she eat and how she is enjoying her foods is really kawaii. I never see an adult can so tam jiak before ! Haha, but i like it.

Recently, she getting frustrated and get angry easily. Well, from my point of view, it is a good sign that she is treating me as her one and only. When a girl started to react that way, i can't resist and i will treat her good like never before.

我喜欢她的全部，不管是什么样的她，我只有两个字－喜欢！

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Grateful

2011-11-27T01:26:00.001+08:00

When you ever being in loved, you will never satisfied for being single.

When you ever loved by somebody, you will suffering when you are in cold war situation. She lost her slp, i could'nt slp well too. She cried, i sad. She smile, i delighted.

Baby dear, i care ur tears so much. Really hope we can last till the end. You are some one i would like to spend my life with.

Tonight, you are just like a little baby, like to manja so much. I like it and wanna tell you that: "hey, dun worry, i wont leave you behing, i wont treat you badly, all i care is you."

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Fri night

2011-11-26T08:37:00.001+08:00

Time now is 7:49, i'm awake from my sleep. Feel that there is something wrong. And i checked my FB, yea, my intution is absolutely correct!

I have another argument with my princess last night. This round was particular because her admire issue. I have never see any interaction or greetings from him towards our relationship. I assume he still remain the old stubborn style. One thing i cannot accept is how can a guy that "secretly" admire you for years can so fast put down the "horny" feeling toward the girl his admire?

but i know she is unhappy...yea, i can know that...as i analyze before, her group of friends never invited her out since knowing she has a new bf. Why? i assume they not really accepted that she has a bf.

Baby dear, happy or unhappy, it depends on how you think. You have told me before that you can still live very happy if you are without that small portion, after the incident that your friend confessed to you, and your another close friend is siting him and tell you that you are a little extreame. ( this statement really crazy, the whole incident you are just a victim, you have the rights to do more extream thing, but you didnt)

Dear, still if you insist want to walk your way and you will be happier, i will not force you to do anythg. Come to last word, i just wanna spend life with you that look happy. Nothing come across when thinking of the girl whom you love very much except happiness.

I love you, i know i am individualistic sometime, i know i am bad, i know i have ignore your feeling sometime, i know i' bad temper sometime, i know i am getting jeolusy easily sometime.... I apologize, dear, i just want you to be happy.

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Thurs

2011-11-24T23:54:00.001+08:00

First of all..... Princess did a very funny thing!!!! She bought online restaurant voucher and plan to bring me go when i birthday which falls in weekday....

She showed me just now, and i saw the term there stated only valid for WEEKEND! Hahahahaha! So silly~~~ but so cute~~~~

I'm glad can see her tonight which i feel she is really beautiful as she is. Spend your life with the one make u happy, and my princess is the one and the only.

Hey dear, you still listening to "hey dear" ? The song i compose for you. You still keep all the drawings i drew to cheer you up? You still remember the trip we woke up early to go penang hill by brand new train? You still remember you sent me a very dark pic which totally unable to see anythg except black? You show to me that you were supporting earth day by switch off the lights. You still remember days where we used to date each other to try out all the delicious street foods?

Those happy memories are unerasable, they are the bond for our relationship. Love you, from your mighty peter.

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A page for my special lady

2011-11-24T00:53:00.001+08:00

I'm not a good bf, but i am workin on it to become your good bf.

There is ntg to worry on i am chatting with girls in fb, they are purely working mate. And it is my fault to let you down, dear, you are the one, the only that make me have the thoughts to engaging in harmony long term relationship.

No one , i mean no one ever that make me come across with that feeling before.

Dear, from the day you met me, you are destiny to get your life a full change. I believe i am the one to you. Lets cheer for our love!

Trouble day continue

2011-11-22T22:39:00.001+08:00

Recently fuckin tied up with works, feel abit guilty as i have a feeling like ignore my dear. Wanna tell her that despite full schedule when working, i miss her in every spaces of free period.

Although was busy alot and pressure tremendously high, but i am enjoying the challenging environment.

Today after works, she bought so so many biscuits for me! It warm my heart and i am more on curiousity side- what's on her mind when she is buying those foods? Hehehe.... Hope it's full of me:p

She said bought biscuits because worry i'm too busy untill hungry...yeah dear, received your heart! Love ya!

Dear, can i ask you...are you some kind of angel or fairy? My tension was gone miles away once i meet up with you just now...

Love you ya my dearest baby chin, as always... Hug ;)

Check it out pic below, hehe, miss me when seeing this pic?

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11/21

2011-11-21T23:31:00.001+08:00

So fast! It is the last week of month, and in split seconds, it will come to the last month of year 2011!

Time flies so fast huh? I remember 2010 dec 31st, is the date i met her!

I bring tired body and empty brains to office this morning, working in Jabil reallly make my clock run very fast, everyday i do not have enough time to finish my works!

Feel kinda pressure to handling the escalation case. Where in the middle the period i most enjoy is when i was on phone with her and listen her warm voice. She told me she had remove all the related pics where i want to say thanks for giving us a chance to make our life - us.

Waiting for weekend, waiting for Dec, waiting for my birthday, waiting for christmas and waiting for 2012!

Life is fun , if you knew that you will never walk alone in these festive occassions!

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Sun

2011-11-21T00:16:00.002+08:00

I received an early surprise today, my dear appeared at my house this morning! Lol! And she bought so many foods and dvds!

Naughty her, which really brighten my day!

Well, the bad news is- her car unable to get start, she don blive it is battery end of life, feel she really stubborn sometimes. I was abit feddup while she talk so long with the perodua salesman, asked the salesman so many things where i already know. That's why i walk out the office, sometimes what peoples said not neccesary correct, but she never listen to me.

After that, after some ding dong and the car stopped in mid of road where i accompany her untill rescue foreman arrived. It is my Responsibility to ensure she is good with me, wont leave her alone ! Hehe...

Thou is was a normal day but i feel meaningful. I read her diary, she mentioned that she still feel the pain sometimes. I feel weird or jeolousy when i look back some of her old fb pic where there are interaction btw her ex or she put some caption there, to be frank i hate to see that very much.

Feel abit dissapoint when she mentioned that she still feel the pain sometimes, i thought i have gave her all the happiness which enough to help her get rid of these issues.

I hope time can forward faster, until 2013 ? Why? Because time is the best medicine. And she will definitely love me hard after 2 years of time... Because i have plan ahead what we should do and there is no one else could replace her in my heart like she did. Love is never fair, i accept the fact that i'm the one that step deeper, i dun mind to sacrifice more than she do. Just wish that she will appreciate everything and never ever do things that i really dislike and count me-in in every plan she has.

Love, i might not the one that capable to change the world (altho i wish i can , by doing something extraordinary); but...i will definitely the one that capable to change her world.

Hey baby chin, like what i told you, i want to be the legend of yours :) love and hug my dearest,,

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一篇很热血、真诚的文章

2011-11-20T02:43:00.001+08:00

今天我做了一件很无聊的事﹣骗了她说即将看的戏是≪Puss On The Boots≫，其实呢是大热的≪那些年，我们一起追过的女孩≫！嘻嘻，看到她发现自己成功被骗的脸，我还真得意！

整出戏下来，都在说主角过去的一段遗憾，不知她心里闪过几个男生，而我却一点都没回忆起一起追过的女生，满脑子都在想跟她发生的点点滴滴。这就是我的个性，过去的东西都过去了，所发生的过去我都觉得没有意义。

戏里的每一个情节，我都在想起我和她之间所发生的点滴。戏里表达的是纯纯的爱，而现实里我和她曾经面对的是复杂的感情线。我曾经被她耍得一团糟，我曾经义无反顾的去相信她而遭到背叛，我曾经因为她要拿GPS给黑鬼用而想要买给她（当然当初我并不知这回事）。但是没有人知道未来的是，那一切一切的发生却没有阻止我向前走，我还是义无反顾的去爱她，包容她，相信她。我自己并不伟大，反而有点自私，我给我们的爱一个机会是因为我已爱她爱到无法自拔了的地步

现在回想起来，虽然事件才刚过几个月，但就仿佛是一光年以前。很庆幸我做了对的决定，让我得到了一位懂得替我着想的女友。温柔、体贴、独立、懂得照顾、关心、漂亮等等。未来的路确实是很长，我希望每一个故事都跟她有关。

亲爱的，希望你做任何决定前都能把我考虑进去。你是我最在乎的人，我在乎你的每一个开心、伤心。如果偶尔的一个小惊喜会使你心情愉悦，我不介意每一天绞尽脑汁来制造惊喜。你还记得在that's Little Wine Bar所发生的一切吗？你那晚真的很美，而你为我落的泪，我还记得。我问你愿意做我的女友﹣for a very very long time until you bored...你的泪水就控制不住的夺眶而下，那一秒...我告诉自己你就是我要寻找的未来。

亲爱的，别说我会随着时间而改变。有一天，我会证明给你看，选我是你最正确的决定：）

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Fri

2011-11-19T01:47:00.001+08:00

Super bad day. But i witnessed two great leadership leader, lol, want to become one of them in near future!

Thanks god, when i am feeling low and lost my mood; my dear is there for me.

Dear, trust me, i'm not going to let you wait long, lets fight for future!

幸好有你，让我从失意中找回自我，我珍惜你

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星期四

2011-11-17T23:53:00.001+08:00

今天心情很好，因为明天就是星期五了！一醒来就想给我的最爱一个温暖的问候，以便开启她美好的一天！

今天特别的想她，晚上看到她，一身连身群仿似小洋装，心理不禁觉得她好正！哈哈！

很想保护她、爱惜她。不懂刚才的电话她有吃醋吗，我就没有任何东西隐瞒她的。不想伤害我最爱的女人，只想告诉她：嘿，你是我现在的唯一，伤害你的谎言我做不到，因为我了解那种感觉；我爱你，如果缘分的东西人类可以自己拿主意，我希望我们的爱是无限期。

你一定是在那笑吧？不准笑，因为我真的想...

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Wed 1116

2011-11-16T23:17:00.001+08:00

Nothing special today, my recent weekday is just about work, work and work.

One thing that memorable yet interesting today is.. Just i was replying my friend's whatsapp msg and my dear did get jeolous of it.

I do not know she is just acting jeolous or really abit unhappy, but for sure the reaction she is showing just now is berry cute! Hahaha!

If she is for real, i would happy too, (sounds myself like a weirdo huh?) And...dear, if you want to check my msgs and all, i'm willing to do that, as long as you feel secure and trust me, that..i will not dissapoint you by betraying you, its a very hard road for you and i to reach stage like now, i certainlt know the hard earn happiness more than any other couples.

Do not worry, i'm always the origin peter that you can rely on okie? Hugggiess baby~love you like a rat with cheeses! Hehe!

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Tues

2011-11-15T22:24:00.001+08:00

Today was another busy day. ( got which day i 'm not bz? )

I appreciate my dear effort that she came to find me after dinner with her friends.

Nothing special but i like the feeling of in love with her. She's cute, and yeah...she have lots of emotion and expression ! I mean a lot! Laughter, cheeky, tears drop, funny smile, etc.

The highlight point is we have argument regarding small matter. Oh my dear my dear, her mood can change from number one jump to ten!

What i'm talking to her is slowly realized day by day. I talk about wanna spend our half year anniversary months ago, i talked about wanna blend in her family circle, we talked about going thailand and excited for that, we talked about wanna get thru all the occassion , and we just get thru one- halloween, and all above mentioned has became history, we make it together.

Months ago, i talked about christmas eve, new year eve, my birthday, her birthday, chinese new year, valentines Day.... Now ...it's getting closer and closer!

"Dear, i don't do empty promise, trust me, i can give you everything...and i'm working on it...to give you a better life."

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Mon blue

2011-11-14T22:20:00.001+08:00

Yet another monday blue, dont know how was my dear doing. Hope she is doing very well.

I miss baby dear so much, yea, later will call her and talk to her again. I will prove to her what is called as in love, besides talking on phone everynight before sleep, there are many things which you will experience of during in love but she never had.

She never really taking care well by a "boy"friend before, she never feel so relaxful and just be herself, no need force herself to accept things/culture she dislike, no need talk lie and all the excuses to hide peoples from, whenever she need her bf by herself and he will be there, she never met a guy that excuse her in everything no matter it is whose fault, she never find a bf that would considerate so much, she never tell the wholeworld that who is she dating with via internet, she never feel so comfortable before, and... There are no man like her bf did everyday to her- write her a diary everyday.....

Dear, you know why i bring you to milky-buddha temple? Simply because i wanna prove to you that a self-belief guy like me willing to pray god to cherish our future- my sincerity and i know it will convince your heart further because you are type of girl that so much rely on outside influence.

I love you, god create human, but you and i is the one create our future.

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Morning

2011-11-14T08:03:00.001+08:00

Suddenly so miss her "good morning'...

Past weekend, she called and greet me "morning"... out of sudden, i miss that... I like her cheeky human alarm clock too:"good morning! Good morning! Good morning! Good morning! " hahaha! So cheeky!

And she like to greet me early morning when i fetch her, with her special tone of morning~ so sweeeeet!

Dear, do u know that u are always on my mind?

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Nov second weekend

2011-11-13T22:44:00.001+08:00

Wow~~~~the previous weekend was so entertaining! Many thgs happened!

From Breakfast, peaceful watching dvd at my home, first attempt at bar~B~Q Plaza., watching the immortals, jungle treakking to pantai kerachut, boat sufing which make me feel like i'm in langkawai!

We manage to spend only 1.5 hours， which i feel it could be more. Because my dear need rest, hug, sayang k!

There are many occasion more to come, hope i can accompany her im every aspects.

I'm happy at the moment, thanks dear, whitout you i m ntg, love you baby

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Friday Night

2011-11-12T00:16:00.002+08:00

Today we have small quarrel again and it really affected my mood, i dislike the feeling of that. So in a very short while i call her again and apologize. This is lady's right, no matter what situation is it, a man that really care his lady should make the first move and end the cold war.

I do not have anything now, the only thing i have is my heart that into her. But it won't stop me from loving her, because it is just a matter of time that i achieve what i should achieve, i'm capable more than that.

My buddy talk about love and future just now, and love do not have reason. I'm happy for what i am in now. i'm satisfy for what i have own now. I feel blessed for dating an adorable charming lady like her. I will, and i can write the chapter for our future.

She ask me a cute question just now while i pickup her from her gathering:" will you continue doing this in future?"

i replied: " yes, for sure"

Such a silly girl, who else will doing this to you beside me? i will fetch you until the day you dump me my dear, because you are the answer for my heartbeat.

Fri

2011-11-11T07:00:00.001+08:00

I simply like this pic!

当我看到这照片时，我不禁在心里＂哇～＂了一声！

原来不知不觉的恩爱表现已被别人拍了下来。上一次当我说起一些肉麻的话时，她打断了我，之后说她听到都会猜下一句我要说什么了。听到时有少少的失落，是因为可能她觉得我只是说说，亦可能是她听我说的情话太多到腻了。

现在都很怕在这里写太多类似的东西。不过我真的喜欢这照片，因为它拍下了我和她的甜蜜和匹配！

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No title

2011-11-10T07:02:00.001+08:00

Feel very sleepy after wakup.....

Dont know how my dear sleep? Does she sleep tight? With hand holding on smurf that i present her?

Tuesday night have quarrel with her, and dont know why my six sense is very accurate lately. Altho i not so understand why she did that, but i forgive her, once again. Really hope she can understand my feeling well and stop doing thing that i dislike.

Today and tomorrow, i wont be seeing her, surely i will miss her like crazy.

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谁能了解此刻我的心情

2011-11-09T07:19:00.001+08:00

明知道我最不喜欢的东西就是什么

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Words that wanna tell her

2011-11-08T00:20:00.001+08:00

Look, my dear, i assume you will check this out the next day morning.. And i have few inside words wanna tell you...

1) i am glad i can blend in and i have blended in your family circle, do not worry about that, i am doing alright =)

2) sometimes, i still worry and wonder what is the next move that big liar is going to make up in order to grab back you and spoil our relationship. Please do tell me everything ok?

3) Yea, today i feel wan to go out and grab some high tea. But i am ok to stay home and enjoy another peaceful moment with you. Look at the current financial condition, it is a wise choice. And i am actually enjoying every moment with you. The way you sleep, with a hand grabbing on smurf's hand...looks very cuteee~wish the smurf can represent me and accompany you tru the nights...

4) I know you have a little uncomfortable feeling when i told you that my singapore's friend is back and i might hanging out with her. Silly dear, first, i have promised you to accompany you. Second, i never intend to dumb my dear at home and go out myself. Third, i miss you very much, you are always my priority. Fouth, I wish to have you by my side. Dear, won't leave you behind ok?

Dear, do you agree that trips make our love grew faster? I'll never expect i can have a lovly girlfriend like you 7 months ago, i am enjoying my life now with you, just want to be with you for the rest of my life. I know it is early to say that, but that is also my wish right now. Love you everlasting and you will never walk alone as long as i am still there.

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Hatyai

2011-11-07T00:17:00.001+08:00

Well, i'm having a very tired weekend. But it was a meaningful one :)

I wish to give my dear a blissful harmony feel where she can be her very ownself and comfortable . In fact, i can, and i have give her that kind of feeling during the trip. Bear in mind that i just get to know her family for 3 or 4 months.

We laugh together, we sleep together, we argue together, we poor together, we have different opinion sometime; i am happy as you and i make a "we".

Coming 3 weeks is challenging as i am fucking broke this month, but i know we can still cope with it. What is the point we still together if this minor problem cannot be coped. I believe this is the chance to test our love, to test her whether she is the one.

We have super cheap japanese buffet on very first day we arrived, we shop the whole night and she is having her very first massage at night, we hug and sleep the first night. And yea, she was naughty.

2nd day - four of us ( with her sis and bf) having breakfast at random kopotiam that i bring her to go. She ate porridge, yea, i remember okay, hehe. She look sexy with that dress, i like it:)

We have a songhla visit, temple visiting, beach visiting and having a very nice seafood lunch at songkla! Yet it was cheap!

(pic above: sleeping buddha)

Pic above: her C&K shades

Pics above: a very boring place. Luckily i can still have her company. monkey hills? Penang hill is better.

Pic above: Songkhla beach

Pic above: i guess she would love the pic

Pic above: 好佛配美人

Pics above: simply cutee <3 both of us ;)

Pics above: she is yelling for foods before we go for the thai girl and shemale show. Looks like little girl yea, craving for foods. Her very first pork burger ! Thanks to my recommendation, hehe!

At night, she is very nervous about the thai girl show, 'cause the environment is very uncomfortable and filled with hookers. Well, she asked a question, and i know why she asked. Just want to let her know that, it doesn't matter who are you and what is your status, man are always man, but i am certainly not in that category.

Day 3- final day arrived so fast. I started to miss her. I like the feeling she is beside me while sleeping. Hehe, she keeps complaining how noisy i was when i sleep. I'm sorry yea dear, make you loss sleep. She is havin pork rice as breakfast, same with me. After that... Hehe, my princess get angry with me. Actually i not meant to be stubborn, i opt to choose the other shop's tibits where my mum asked me to buy.. It is because the standard packing there cheaper and i have limited thai batts already. I know she is unhappy about she very care about this since day one i have told her that i need to but that. In the mean time, i heard of she keep mentioning that to her mum.

At last, i do not wish to dissapoint her and wasted her effort, i bought the one her mum negotiated for, and it proves that it was a correct decision as 500 Gram is fair enough to bring back with that price. We came back to the very first place where the cheap buffet take place. This round was not as fun as the first, i guess it's because the dishes are same and we came at a very short interval period.

She decided to buy keychain with our names' curve on it, this move pleasure me. I feel very good because that action shows that she is into me. And that conclude our trip.

This is a memory we shared together. I believe there are many to come. Good one's, bad one; no matter what, i will make sure you are sticked with me..... It's all because i love you.

The trip is bored at some part, but don't worry baby, overall it is a great one, we have laughters, happiness along the trip, thanks for include me in your life- plan. Where i get to know so many interesting character and nice folks. Your mum that talk so loud yet have a kind heart ( but baby i know that she feel lonely at some point, so pls take care and pay attention to spend some time with her), your cousin and her gf that bring a lot of joys to the group, he's like the icing on the cake, your elder sis and her bf that looks humble, your younger sis and her over-storied talking style bf, and yea, it's my pleasure to get to know all of them in my journey, i wish it can be a lasted one.

Dear, we can dismiss about the future; but do not dismiss the present- where you and i are working together in building our future. Life is fun when you are calculated in, thanks for everything, i really meant it, cheer for our love!

11/3

2011-11-04T00:29:00.001+08:00

Today is another quarrel day for almost whole day.

I do not want to write much about today... As i do not want to recall back all the unhappy moments and continue doubting some of the question marks.

Started today, i will make my life simple. Let god decide everything.

Girl are complicated animal, you never know what are they thinking. She get mad easily nowaday, well, my day ended with happy ending. Thanks dear.

She is my vvip, her tears i care the most! Good night! Waiting for her to fetch me tomorrow! Yea! Holiday!

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Wed

2011-11-03T00:41:00.001+08:00

We have quarrel and argument. Well, the jerk ass's mind game is working. It did remind me past incidents and i 'm very over-reactive on it either. It is haunted, i have put everything and trust. Hope my baby didn't hide me anything.

I feel very uncomfortable, especially after the facebook incident. I do not know how many lies and how many sweet talks he is going to make up again in order to steal princess away. I feel very rather annoying as one day this man is still connecting, one day the trouble will keep coming. I feel rather angry/insecure/sorrow when think of he keep make the story never end. Really hope she could learn something and understand they couldnt even be friends back if not the insane guy sure keep courting after. I dont know he will do what creepy thing next. I do not know wat is she thinking about, so secretive about our pics / love thing in FB and block them from viewing. I do know why she do not accept the pic we took together when i tagged her. However, i respect her decision and handling method.

Secondly, i checked my financial condition and have over spent last month. Its been a crazy month. I feel very bad, not because of tight budget.... It's because i let my dear worried and i shouldn't do so. Hope she can stay this poor month with me.

Kind of tired. Another bad day i ' m having. Moody.

Baby, i love you, you are my most important assest, hope that you will be frank to me in everything like now in future. And appreciate for what i am doing now.

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Dark tuesday

2011-11-02T01:00:00.001+08:00

Long time don't have the feeling of you already give your best shot with limited resources while somehow the output is dissatisfied.

Again, i think of my fellow Mexican mentor- Ricardo. He have the best EQ among my network. No matter how bad the situation is, he still can find a way and talk nicely.

However, the first person i think about today when i low is Ms Chang. She have the power to influence me.

I get to know a story from her. Where i have no idea why she keep on met jerk ass surround her network. From K incident untill this one now, one try to date her out so that he thought he could spoil our relationship, another now try to act beautiful loyalty and influnce her to change mindset that i shouldn't be the one for her.

Love is what? It can be good and it can also cause a person to lost himself and do somethg silly. Last time when my dear told me someone send hidden msg and say somethg. Before that, i suspect mr K is the one who did that, now, base on the story, i clear my doubt ! As hokkien said, lian koh su lian kah hoh lan, keh leng nah teh. ( turn the story up side down to Holland and mouth bluffing like Indian)

清者自清...haha, this case is like a guy complaint how bad his gf
Is to an old man while he don't know the old man is his gf's father.

Just now my dear getting jeolous when i mention about my ex, i wonder is she jeolous? She never show that before. It is cute, sometimes a girl that not often to getting jeolous is showing that, they are adorable.

For my baby princess and i, i never look at the past because i know it is your history that make today's you! Hope my dear can know that and one day she will thanks to god because she met me!

Love, peter

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10/31

2011-10-31T22:16:00.002+08:00

Today is last day of October, which also is my busiest day of the month. Such a very long time i didn't experienced the hectic life like today. At same very period, i received 2,3,4 calls and was expedited by poeples to settle the thing, do not even have time to drink and pees!

Recently been very pressure, but i know i can handle it. the rules of games, there are critics, and there are also compliments.

Don't know how was my baby princess do today. Miss her a lot!

Is she having the same busy day as me? hmmm.....
or she is having a bad day?
she feel good?

kind of worry her when she told me she just have bread as lunch, wish to accompany her lunch. sometimes quite worry when think of she drive to work and her work place full of complicated folks.

Wish to fastforward the clock to Friday and enjoy another trip with her!

and......

tell a secret here...i finished all the potato chips which she bought yesterday just now! hahahahhahaa!

In time

2011-10-30T22:40:00.001+08:00

今天当她很调皮地跟我撒娇、玩乐时，时间有突然间停顿了几秒﹣我很仔细的观察了她，她调皮的摸样真的很讨人喜欢。

她的个性真的很可爱，我发现自己真的太爱她了！那一刻，我发现她是真的开心，不懂她自己有察觉吗？

我享受跟她看戏的感觉，我喜欢她总是会在戏院了挽住手的感觉。

牛顿被树上掉下来的苹果启发而发现了地心引力；我被她的每一个笑容、淘气、难过的摸样吸引而发现了我对她的爱早已超出了六个月应有的程度。

愿，我们的爱会得到上天的眷顾！

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Sorry baby princess

2011-10-30T02:17:00.001+08:00

Well, i shouldn't show my face to my baby princess.

I know i 'm bad and make her cries. At that very moment, her mind should be thinking that all man are same. Well, i'm sorry, does not mean it certainly. You know, the moment you are crying, my heart feel pain.

I'm not cheating, i feel i'm lame when i see you cry infront me. Right now, i know i'm the man that can give you happiness and also the man that can break your heart if i do it wrong.

Thanks for giving me the rights, i will make sure you live with happiness and did not wrongly use the right your heart given me. Tell me everything ok? Don't because today's incident then you afraid to tell me many things.

Dear, life is long... The journey is hard sometimes....what matter the most is who is the one that can walk with you until the very end...

The relationship between you and me, is the first that i really think of marriage in future. I might be weak in some part, but i will definitely marry you when i've become a better man that can taking care of you the whole life.

I will make it step by step, wont be long....wish that you can be the one to walk the journey with me.... Yea, it is hard sometimes right? But that's life.... We have joy, we have quarrel, we have obstacle.... Do not give up my hand easily, i afraid loneliness.

I love you, simple words- but it meant more than just 3 words.

First Halloween:

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Friday

2011-10-29T01:19:00.001+08:00

Words and action i have speak too much, what important is not how others intimidate my relationship with my princess, it is how i protect my princess from being intimidated and hurt again.

Here is what i wanna confess to you dear, which open up my mind after read the quote phrase from the great inventor - Steve Jobs:

Mary, we didn't know much about each other 6 months ago. We were guided by our intuition; you Swept me off my feet. It was new year eve party when we bump each other in the club. Days passed, love came, good times, hard times, but never bad times. Our love and respect has endured and grown. We've been through so much together and here we are right back 10 months ago - appreciative and wiser. We now know many of love's joys, sufferings, secrets and wonders. Despite all, we are still here together. My feet have never returned to the ground where we started, they move beyond and so do my love toward you...

I read about shakespear, how good he is in expressing his feeling; and i never be a shakespear-alike. What i only know is - do all to the best and i will taking care of you, my dear till the day i rest for forever.

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Tiring day

2011-10-28T00:37:00.001+08:00

Today is another tired day. I feel she is not in usual good mood the wholeday. She will manja me when she is in good shape.

Why today not? I dunno... She will tell me? Perhaps, i wish it is i think too much.

Hmm... I feel bit down when she claim she feel insecure as my body is weak.

I have a frustrated working day, exchausted, tired, never get rest really. Wish to tell her my frustration yet i feel she is not in usual cheerful mode, something must be going wrong. So i choose not to speak about.

Moody night...

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Wed

2011-10-27T00:09:00.001+08:00

This few days was full of joy and fun. My baby is very cute girl indeed. Again, i hope she can tell me more of her innerside.

I have few words want to tell her, which i feel it is more proper to write in mandarin.

也许你自己也不知道我在你心中有多重要，但当你想想我不在你身边时你有多不开心，你就会知道自己有多依赖我。而幸运的我很想告诉你：我对你的依赖比你队我的依赖来得重。没有了你，就仿佛没有轮胎的汽车，怎么踏油门也走不动。（这时你会边看边说我很会淹港｠我爱你，你是我说过最多次我爱你的女人。

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10/25

2011-10-26T02:07:00.001+08:00

I have a very brain-storming day where my brain consume most pf my battery level. I started to feel difficulty and pressure in handling that key role given by my manager.

If i never disclose my age, i bet no one will believe that my manager just pass a tedious task to a 24 year old big boy. Yes, at the age of 24, i already surpass many elder age folks in career opportunity. I feel very tired today right after work, where i decide to buy myself some time to rest, and i' m very sorry to my dearest that i leave her going the function first. I will not do so again of time rewind.

I make her sensitive mind feel difficult, sorry my dear. I swear you are always on my mind and i never plan to leave you behind in any occassion, not now and not in future.

Again, i am glad your family members well accepted me. We are same part. You and me, I love to play with Louise, and i have to admit that i love kids, but only good looking kid! Haha, was kidding, Dont know my dear ever think of how this guy will act like in future when he have a kid while she sees that i am playing around with Louise?

Well, i have that kind of feeling, altho it is still far, but i treat her as my future, i love you baby chin. Holla, if you hear me.

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Everyday I Love You

2011-10-24T22:49:00.002+08:00

10/24, it's been 3 weeks since the incident. Many things had happened during this 3 weeks, the only difference compare last time is every little thing is happy moment between us. She have drop many touching tears during this period, i wonder what is she thinking about everytime her tears is rolling.

Until now, i still feel very afraid everytime she didn't pickup the phone, however, i accept her explanation and choose to trust her, why? simply because i have confidence in her. Hope she won't dissapoint me.

Her parents feel we are bornt for destiny, talked to me until next year event, i feel surprised. Even her cool dad did grab some dishes for me during the dinner, thsi show his acceptance toward her daughter's choice. How about herself? i'm thinking is she thinking about our future like i do?

No doubt i 'am her best medicine, but i do not wish to be medicine for long time. I want be the doctor, control her everything.

While my love toward her is deeper day by day, the feeling of not willing to let go become stronger. I do not wish to lose my baby girl, not now, not future. I want forever, i demand a forever love.

it's all simply because i love her, everyday....

10/23

2011-10-23T22:38:00.001+08:00

今天跟她家人相处了一整天，有些话好想跟她说。

＂原来这些年你都是这样过吗？你的家人就是你继续开心生活的动力吧，怪不得你能忍受过去的不公平对待。我好想照顾你，告诉你让我照顾你一辈子好吗？让你的以后的日子都能像今天这样开开心心地做回自己，我爱你。＂

谢谢你给我一个爱你的机会，愿你每一天都开心、幸福的活在我掌心里！

图：很想念这碗面的味道

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10/22

2011-10-23T01:20:00.002+08:00

Long day, Sing K, Watch Special Movie, and Watch Love Movie = saturday

She remind me that next year i have a BIG project to go, yes, this is my original personal plan, but now, become my promise to her as well, a promise to develop myself. Sometimes when she silent, i don't know what is she thinking about, wish to read her mind so much.

I have a good saturday, thou it is not until awesome, but being simple is the greatest thing on earth. Nevertheless, she love to say thank you everytime i send her back home, just want to let her know that this is my responsibility to make sure you are safe, my dear.

I'm sorry to know that she has leg-muscle tiring issue. I have a strong feeling want to tell her that, i will take care of you for the rest of your life, no worry my dear. But i didn't, it sounds too over where do not wish to let her feel that i 'm kind of hyperbola type of guy.

Regarding the movie << Love You You>>, it is simple but i feel warm, hope to pass the message to her that, leave the past behind and stay strong, there is a guy that always pay so much attention behind you, just like the main female and male character in the movie.

你是我奢求的唯一让我用尽所有力气

只要你相信我最坚持的声音
只剩一句 love you you stay with me....

10/21 diary for my baby

2011-10-22T00:54:00.003+08:00

hey baby, actually when you see this post, it wasn't the original draft i wrote.

i wrote some negative things, which i feel unnesscary to talk about it, as long as i feel we are both in loved.

You know, glad to hear that you very concern about my sorethroat. And i love the way you react and scold me for took Gulai Sotong as lunch, and how you react to disallow me from eating too much Roti Telur and Tomyam Maggie. You feel surprise to hear this?

Last, wish that our love will grow stronger day by day. I love you, which i never expect i will ever tell this to you again at Oct 6th. Yes indeed that we been together for 6 months; but you remember the night that i confess to you and ask you be my GF officially ? To me, October 15th is the first day we in love, Chang Ai Chin and Loh Ming Chi, without any external disruption.

We started by Peter and Mary, but we officially and publicly started with the real you and me at Oct 6th. And now the whole world knows you are my GF, do not ever hide me behind from dating other guy , hiak hiak, they will inform me first time, of course, i know you wont do it, just kidding =P

Love you, presently and in future

Weekend is ahead

2011-10-20T23:52:00.001+08:00

Recently i manage to get myself back on track in my job. Fully focus and enjoy what i am doing right now. There is one grey period where i totally lost and doubt my career path. That happened when something happened, i just need the time to pickup myself.

One factor that play big role is her. She is not the centre of my life, but she is the oil of a machine. I works for myself , my family and for her.

Wish to fulfil every dream of you baby, please stay right beside me and be the first to witness my success.

Weekend is around the corner, and plenty of activity is awaiting us! Dessert, yogurt, sing K, go blk pulau with your family, drinks, looking for mirror, movie "love you you" and could be more!

Dear, don't leave me behind again and stay tight in my arm.

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Life goes sweet

2011-10-20T00:16:00.001+08:00

Life is easy if you hav the heart to achieve something.

At the moment, i just wanna enjoy my life with my little baby.

Well haha, she might find me annoying, as i keep texting her every hr. Just want to take the chance to let her understand now, it's all because i am thinking of you and let you feel my love. My baby girl is pretty silly ( oops.. She sure complaint) , she don't understand if i do something indirectly, she need to be treated directly. For example, if you love her but nvr say out, she will feel you not so care about her. She simply judge base on wat she listen . Haha, silly enough ya? =p

Once again, her elder sis complaint that her mum unfair as prepare bread for me but did not prepare for her. Well, she insisted want me eat twice, and.. I m ok with that, i feel she really treat me as her son in law already, you agree, baby chin ?

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Mary

2011-10-19T00:19:00.001+08:00

Waaaaa!!! After she appear, i feel i got many things in my life yet to do ! So excited!

Next year has yet to arrive but i already plan of many activities! Haha!

Don't know how her feel today...hehe, i am great got her companionship today i stuck in traffic jam today....

Today, i got a feeling that i very love her... Despite many girls or crush opportunity available, but i fully understand myself that she is the one.

Just want to hold her hand for a very very long time...

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Strength and Hopes

2011-10-18T01:08:00.002+08:00

Hey baby, this might be long, but please be patient and read every single words ok?

When all that you've tried, leaves nothing but holes inside,
It seems like you're wired, to stay here held in time,
Cos nothing seems to change, oh no.
No nothing's gonna change, at all.
I can see it in your face, the hope has gone astray.

But if you hold tight, shadows will be lost in the light.
Oh cos sometimes, fate and your dreams will collide.
So don't walk away from me,
Don't walk away from me,
Don't walk away from me.

Your feet are stuck, no they cannot move,
Don't tell me that they're glued,
Yeh they're far from.
At home, at ease but give sometime to breathe

When nothing seems to change, oh no.
No nothing's gonna change, at all.
I can see it in your face, the hope has gone away.

But if you hold tight, shadows will be lost in the light.
Oh cos sometimes, fate and your dreams will collide.
So don't walk away from me,
Don't walk away from me,
Don't walk away from me.

But everthing will be ok,
I know that it's so easy to say,
But the pain inside will fade,
Please tell me that you'll stay.

If we hold tight, shadows will be lost in the light.
Oh cos sometimes, fate and your dreams can collide.
So don't walk away from me,

Don't walk away from me.....

Dear baby Chin....No matter how, i couldn't change your past, i couldn't change your previous bad experience and erase them like video game. But, i'm here to tell you, dun be afraid; what happened in past is over, i will and i want to engage in your present and future.

The holes inside your heart might be big, and it is hurt to meet a wrong guy. I will fix the holes for you, i will fix your life, i will fix your everything....you name it, i do it...for you.....

So, don't walk away from me, hold me tight.

Baby dear's tears

2011-10-17T00:00:00.001+08:00

Can you be my gf ?

And pass your soul, heart, body all to me, let me take care of you. I promise you, i will give you the best shot of my life.

That word is late... But sincerity is there. I am kind of sentimental peoples where i would love to tell my love one everythg i feel for her.

The kid in "Real Steel" is cute and the relationship between hugh jackman and him is ... Lost of words to describe.. Not so good yet at the end so good

I do not have this kind of friend alike relationship with my dad when i was a kid. I love my papa now but i simply envious about the friend-alike style thinggy especially when you are small.

I was thinking about to own a noisy boy like the movie and be friend with him , of course not right now, in future. Where i can play around with him, gaming, play and watch football, associate with him to bluff her mummy. And as i told you, i wish the mummy is you, baby dear.

Thing is too early to be said, but i have the picture to build our future in mind now. You will scold me over-protected the kid while i will tell the kid that he cause me blamed by my lovely wifey.

Yea, just a picture. I will make your life full of excitement, with my best, love you dear... From the bottom of my deepest heart

Pic: thanks for wakup and go market to prepare this special dishes, no lie but they are really tasty as if it is not your first time.. In cook

Pic: cheers for our love, appreciate the hard earned happiness together ok?

Pic: simply awesome and folks may find it awkward i found the movie is touching and tears fighting at eyes

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Memory that will never let go

2011-10-16T02:16:00.001+08:00

We are having a fantastic 6 months anniversary tonight! It runs according to plan. A fine restaurant with romantic environment, fine dine, fine wine, beautiful flowers, chill and grab some drinks. And can sense she is really happy when receive flower ( but quite shy when received, not dare to see me when u walking along to her with flowers)

I received 2 surprises: morning my baby dear Call me and luan that she is hungry. She lies me that she need me to carry tshirts, when i reach her house: omg she cooked breakfast for me! And so coincidence that i am craving for western breakfast that time! 2nd: she cheat me she did not bought anythg! But at last there is something!

If love is sweet and bitter mixed, then life is up and down too. No matter it is sweet moment or difficult moment, i will by your side as long as you need me

如果说天堂是留给好心人的地方，那么我们的爱情是留给用心经营的自己。

希望能牵你的手一起渡过我们的下辈子

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15

2011-10-15T10:15:00.001+08:00

So fast! Once again it is 15:)

My dear was so so pity yesterday night... Have to work until 9! Luckily i was there to help her....

After so many days and months, i wish my baby dear can realize 2 things:

1) who is the one and only man in her life that really treat her good. Whenever she needs me, i am there. I am a man with my words

2) we can make it 6 months, and we can make it 6 years too. Stick with me and let us create our own future, you will be one who share with my success.

Let's enjoy and a week later i know u will face a crucial test face to face with the one u do not wish to meet, but dun worry, tell me and we can strike the obstacle together.

I did everything simply because of love, you are the reason.

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Quarrel

2011-10-14T02:17:00.002+08:00

Bad day, i dowan to mention anything more

Dear, I love you

WED

2011-10-13T01:25:00.002+08:00

As per original plan, she is not in today's list as i have friend's birthday to attend. But something happened, and i decide to squeeze some time to meet up with her as i miss her very much, very much indeed.

Speak of our future, no doubt i am enthusiastic on it. She is kind of girl i want, knowledgeable, dependable, good PR which boosted when social gathering, daring, lovely and adorable.

I wan her to know that despite i am just 24, but i ain't immature like some of my peers that just know FUN. I have my personal plan ahead. I wan to be the best among the peers. I want achieve something in young age. I want be her perfect man....

5 years before today, who will know that i will so much into this relationship.

her past and previous life do not have my footstep, but i will make a BIG stamp on her future.

My buddy asked me before few days ago whether she is the ideal girl that i wanna hold until marriage, I answered him: probably yes but i'm afraid to commit 100 prcent. Actually, my inner answer is : Yes, She's the one, i amm all gone and will put all egg in basket and get ready to die if negative things happen.

No doubt, she's the one. Today incident, it will only make us stronger and remind her and myself that we are very hard to be separated anymore as our heart have each other.

Thanks for giving me a secure night to sleep. Your action and your words did make me secure and I 'am very much appreciate it.

Let me use the rest of years to payback your faith, Mary, Peter really love you.

You remember this moment?

TUES YELLOW

2011-10-11T23:42:00.003+08:00

Thinking of tomorrow unable to accompany her, i feel alittlr bit down....i'm not a type of person who love to stick too often with GF, but i totally lost when i met her. I became a person who love to stick with my GF. LOL

My friend told me not to let myself being hurted again when i decided to give my dear a chance to re-decide. I accept her decision once more, she chose me for 3 times after 3 times of explose. This show it all, she realize the importance of life with me and been puzzled by her ex previous memories. Memories defined as past, where people hard to get over with even know things unable to rewind. Some stubborn peeps will have hard time in this situation.

Today she show me things regarding her ex. I am happy, simply happy, i doesn t matter what her ex did or done, as long as she will tell me everthing without hiding. I ain't type of guy who will concern when GF's ex appear. I wish she know that and no worries to tell me everything.

Well, what is my opinion after saw the stuff her ex did? first, he is really a fucking sweet talker, i never seen anyone among of my peers used " love you to the last BREATH" before. No wonder soft hearted girls like her will fail to hold the nerve of cool and lost her mind when this fucking sweet talker said so.

Secondly, As what i told my friend before, he agreed that all guy is jerk where when you are lonely and no chicks opportunity surround you, you tend to look for your EXs. I know what her ex is thinking about.....but i could'nt tell her so directly, she might think i am small-gas. Hope she read this..he will coming back for holiday and looking to comfort her back before that. i Bet he won't ever bother her if he knows he will not back in another year or half year.

Argh, gotta sleep..working!

Wait, wait, wait!

i forget to write something so that next time i check back will remind me this sweet memory.

she love to cut and analysis my hairy PART, hahaha, it's kinda funny man!

check and check my calendar: WED (oh no, miss her badly for sure as need to go for fren's bday), THURS (Yea, booking for dinner at restaurant ), FRI (probably hang out together with our friend), SAT (brunch by her and our 6 MONTH anniversary!!!!), SUN (lazy sun and definitely will bring her watch cantonese HK LOVE movie that casted in one of the Malaysian island)...ALL is her...

hmmm.....i really good in singing, she don't believe in that, suddenly recall a song that best represent my feeling....i wish she will read this and listen to lyric carefully....and hopefully one day, i have the chance to sing sincerely without making joke to her

寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以,陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你, 幸福它真的不容易

this song was released back to years ago, and that time i do not even know who is Chang Ai Chin. But its lyric best fit into the situation between she and I, where i'am always there for her from the beginning and tend to bring her out from hell to happiness.

hey Chang Ai Chin, if you read this....do acknowledge my love ok? i love you, not only because i want you to be by mi side; it's because i want you to be happy as well.

幸福它真的不容易, 但我可以陪你去享受最简单的恋爱,就像歌词里所说的看星星,就想和你在一起.

Part 2

2011-10-11T00:09:00.001+08:00

I got few things wana recap:

1) i feel motivated this morning before go to work. Why?! It suppose to be a blue Monday righr? Yea, but no blue today because i get to see her tonight !

2) i drive my car, she drove hers. We so coincidently met at a road. The feeling to see her face in a glance is amazing ! I never felt that before !

3) I feel her mum really treat me good when her mum do some stuff where not everybody get the same treatment - the caring her mum showed such as keep ask me to eat more, took forks and spoon , i did observed these tiny matter. Probably she like my straight- forward attitude that do not have harm in mind game, she feel my love toward her daughter, and most important- an experience from old folks where she feel safe if one day her daughter follow me?

4) Mary bought papaya because i said want to eat. Altho it was not really nice and clean shave on the papaya skin; even the shape after knive also looks bad, but i like it simply because she do it for me. I wish she can treat me so good forever and we can stay a sweet couple like present for future too.

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Oct

2011-10-09T23:32:00.001+08:00

Today and yesterday happened many things.

My friend told me his version love story and i was thinking that i have mine which is much more complicated than his.

By the way, suddenly i wish that she could share with me more inner side of her by writing a diary. I fit in everything to be a good bf and let her feel my attitude toward her is for SERIOUS. I wish to stay by her side whenever she needs and wanna tell her: i am dependable although i may still in young age, the variable for this case ( whether the man can be depend on ) is not age, wealth or any other else, it is your HEART! Whether you are willing to achieve somethg, you will find ur way if you temporart do not have solution; however, if you do not have the HEART, you will tend to drag or neglect even thou you have the solution on hand.

Hey baby...You are really cpmfortable and naturally happy when you are with me. I can sense that, Jeffrey said that, your families feel that, and i believe even Louise also will choose Peter to match with Mary.Hope you realize this and do not dissapoint urself again.

You know why you rejects all the admires and CARELESSly hook up with me? You know why your family love me? You know why so many peoples put the bless on our love tru fb? Then why nobody reject/ object you from together with me? You know why when one day come to decision making crucial period, you realize that i am already part of your heart which you underestimate it?

There is a reason behind for questions above. Coincidence wont happened in so many audiences' line. Think and see dear, you gotta accept the fact, i must have something GOOD where you and the rest can feel it. And vice versa; there must be something BAD from the guy - if the folks disagree/ put natural perspective (no agree nor disagree)

I have a wonderful normal sunday. I hope you too and looking to enjoy this with me again for next week, next month, next year , and for life.....

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平凡的快乐

2011-10-08T01:38:00.001+08:00

快乐其实是很平凡的。如果心态抱着很珍惜身边的人、那即使是在车里聊天也是一种幸福。

找一个珍惜自己的人很难，但我觉得我会很有自信的说：他找到了，那个人正是在下

忽然间觉得自己很偶像剧，但；看到她脸上散发自内心的笑容是我最大的成就。

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平凡就是幸福

2011-10-07T01:52:00.001+08:00

行街惜饭梯戏，就是幸福

我跟她走了六个月，经历过的事情会比普通情侣走好几十个月多、甚至有得比那些好几年的。

从认识、相熟、牵手、拥抱、落泪、公开等每个阶段...都是很话题性的洪烈。

我们经历过甜蜜的地下情、苦涩的三角恋、刻骨铭心的初次邂逅、暧昧的朋友情、朋友间的接受与参与、各自家长的初次见面、从不了解到现在这个阶段...一路走来的风风雨雨真的不少。以上的每个阶段其中的故事，我都记得。

每个阶段都有其中的特别故事。就拿第一次见她家人，她因为我身体不适而打包面线给我，当她叫我去她家吃时，还真的有点吓到！她妹还认错我是另一个朋友！

而她见到我家人时，是刚好她父母出去几天，家里没饭吃。我就突然一股很想介绍我女友给家人的念头，就这样贸贸然的带她回家吃饭。

我珍惜我们这份得来不易的恋爱。希望她也是如此。

宝贝，虽然恋爱的前端有点黑暗，但是我还是很享受你给我带来的开心。你呢？那些黑暗的日子都过去了，未来掌握在自己手中。我投幸福一票了，你呢？如果也想投幸福一票，就要记得把自己的心投给我。我会带你找幸福去。

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Hopefully

2011-10-06T01:12:00.001+08:00

To be frank, i was quite worried when noon she said she got a decision. Altho you have make preparation for worst case, but when the moment is arriving, you ought to nervous too.

I really hope she know what she should do for this round. And no point if soft hearted again and things back to square after few times of quarrel and reconsidering.

I went to jog alone just now. Same place, same trees, same environment. But people beside me gone. I miss her so much... Yet my heart told me to control. The sky looks different even thou it is still blue. I realize she is part of my life already.

The last phrase is for YOU....

Thanks for choosing me and you are far more important than i imagine. I thought i love you, but in reality i need you more than love. I thought i could let you go but i would only let you go with heavy heart that could last for a very very long period.

I smurf you

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Day 2

2011-10-05T08:35:00.001+08:00

I cant recall wat time i fall asleep last night, probably 5 something near 6?

Heart beat very very fast, i closed my eyes... And this situation last for whole midnight??

Nothing much different today morning. The traffic is conjested as expected due to raining but my mindset changed and surprisingly i bear with it.

The only difference, which i feel i am all alone today. Sounds funny...but a home is missing from my heart today. I think of the pool session suddenly, kinda silly where i naively thought i can bring her swim to our future.

Hmm... Hope she did not get sick and stay strong. Maybe today she stil sleeping in her living past, hopefully one day she will really wakup and see tru the faked face , for her own sake.

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Insomnia

2011-10-05T03:01:00.001+08:00

Well, it is 2:18 am. I wanna record down this moment. This is the first article that i going to write something about myself in 2011. After few months of blog reopen, all my articles were regarding someone that very important, for my ownself only? I guess so..

I stopped my blog after last memorable relationship. I sacrifice many friendship moment, important lady's birthday ( promised her to celeb a big one but i cancel it due to some event that i regarded as more important), i let everyone knows my love, kinda proud that type ( altho they just thought her and i had just in early stage! Which make me feel like a pop star that kept their relationship secretive)

Life is funny, you never know why. Sometimes, things do not have reason. And somethinf you know it is wrong, but you cant do anythg to save the poor lady/man. Maybe this is each individual's fate. Sin? I believe sin, many thing is hard to explain by logic.

Each chapter in life you learn new lesson, you thought you know life well, but it isn't. What matter the most is find the happiest moment in present life. I never live in past, i have a almost 3 years relationship before; you know the day she ask for broke up- i insomnia whole midnight. After that, things get complicated and drag for a month or more.

But i nvr trouble myself by insisting to get her back. I accept the fate. What hurt the most is peoples who send high wishes for the couple, i find it hard to explain to them, my parents why i broke up. I feel i dissapoint them.

Who knows, few months back, this gurl become one of my best fren and i wish her find a better guy! She did, the guy care him much more than i can. Congratz!

All the while my confidence is high, if the truth is what i see and peoples told, i will accept it. I remember many good things, and bad things. I remember all the promises i made, and how i gonna build my future with the 4th special lady, i hope to make it but this is life. You cannot force or walk as per your ideal script, it is fate who make the special occassion Dec 31st 2010; the god deserve the right to change the script. I have gave my best shot, the best of the best in my 24 years life. No regret!

What is life? You nvr know what's going to happen the next seconds. I am not saint, of course typing is easier than behave as what you type. At least, i see thing clear.

I remember my fellow mexican mate told me before, a guy that go for an ugly woman is a warrior. I miss him whenever think of him, he is a true mentor that play big part in my young career!

Back to topic, that's mexican way to salute a warrior. For me, a guy that take care of the feeling of lady he love only qualified to be a true warrior. A warrior will never apologize to the lady he love for more than once, that's only a jerk will.

Everythings got two side, if you defeated, write a love story and sing it as MLTR. If you grab it, you can write a book to share it too! Not much difference right?

Speaking of Special someone, i owe my parents alot, they did support me in whatever i do. They support me in works, taking care of me like a little kiddo in foods as if i will hungry die whenever they were no foods for dinner, and they did support me in courting gurl too! My mum will ask me to pay for gf whenever i bring gf go to her hair saloon, and my dad will concern i dun hav enough bucks to spend when i have date! Haha! Funny parents right?

Cheers! Wish everyone can have the optimist thinking of mine!

It is 3 in the morning, i need to work harder tomorrow to repay my boss's faith on me, i owe her!

Pic: cheers life smurfs! I can do that!

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Wish you smurf recover well!

2011-10-04T22:32:00.001+08:00

Hey baby, take good care of yourself ok! Wish you speedy recovery!

I smurf you :)

I'm afraid sometimes, i'm frustrated sometimes, i'm angry sometimes.

But no matter what happened, hope you get it clear that who will be there for you 24 hours? Who will be the one that wait for you? Action speaks louder than words, think and see

Smurf, you :)

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